iamryanmiller: I just came across a comment that Elliot left me on MySpace yesterday. It put me in a strange mood and got my mind over analyzing everything… once again. It’s what I do. I honestly don’t know what I’d do or where I’d be without my friends; my real friends. The ones who are always there for me no matter what… whether I have a broken heart or a broke down car. I try not to get too personal on my Tumblr, since it’s so public, but sometimes I get into an I-don’t-give-a-fuck mood and let things go. This is one of those moods and I’ll probably regret it later. My friends have been there with me through it all; times where I honestly didn’t even care if I was alive or not. No, I’m not suicidal at all, but sometimes life gets so stressful that I just don’t give a shit - about anything. I try my best to hide it and just keep a smile on my face. Sometimes I wonder if it’s normal to be this stressed out at age 22. Well, this is one of those times… but I know everything will work out, because it always does. Anyway, thanks to all my close friends, you all know who you are. I love and miss you El. I know I’m not the best at keeping in touch all the time, but just know that there’s not a day that goes by where I don’t think about you. You have no idea how proud of you I am. Never forget that. I freaking love you man, i don’t care who reads this, you mean more to me then you’ll ever know and people don’t realize how good we all had it. I said this before and I’ll say it again, our group in the 561 can’t hold a candle to any other out there. Name me one other group of friends that brake into schools on christmas day to play kickball. Who else gets in more trouble with society then joey and us. Who else is more loved and hated and envious by every person in south florida. People can’t touch the love between us all and everyone else who reads this can know it. You guys might have some pretty amazing friends, but not as amazing as ours. I wouldn’t be anywhere in life with out the love, support and respect of each of you. Ryan, Jeremy, Alex, Joey, JM, David T, AJ, Chris, (Shout out to the boys who wear the lady in the skin, no one can snatch our girls) Noah, MuthaFugginDavid, JJ Vital, Oscar, Mustafa, Brandon, Mitch, Cam, Katie, Heather, Tayler, Gabby, Juan, Carrie, Donnie, Bre, Mr and Mrs Ambrose, Mr and Mrs Goldstein, Mr and Mrs Michaels, Animae and Rob, Mr Miller, David K, Ray, and my parents for putting up with every single little bit of our bullshit. It gets really hard being away from all of you and i love all you. With everyone ounce in me.

iamryanmiller:

I just came across a comment that Elliot left me on MySpace yesterday. It put me in a strange mood and got my mind over analyzing everything… once again. It’s what I do. I honestly don’t know what I’d do or where I’d be without my friends; my real friends. The ones who are always there for me no matter what… whether I have a broken heart or a broke down car. I try not to get too personal on my Tumblr, since it’s so public, but sometimes I get into an I-don’t-give-a-fuck mood and let things go. This is one of those moods and I’ll probably regret it later. My friends have been there with me through it all; times where I honestly didn’t even care if I was alive or not. No, I’m not suicidal at all, but sometimes life gets so stressful that I just don’t give a shit - about anything. I try my best to hide it and just keep a smile on my face. Sometimes I wonder if it’s normal to be this stressed out at age 22. Well, this is one of those times… but I know everything will work out, because it always does. Anyway, thanks to all my close friends, you all know who you are.

I love and miss you El. I know I’m not the best at keeping in touch all the time, but just know that there’s not a day that goes by where I don’t think about you. You have no idea how proud of you I am. Never forget that.

I freaking love you man, i don’t care who reads this, you mean more to me then you’ll ever know and people don’t realize how good we all had it. I said this before and I’ll say it again, our group in the 561 can’t hold a candle to any other out there. Name me one other group of friends that brake into schools on christmas day to play kickball. Who else gets in more trouble with society then joey and us. Who else is more loved and hated and envious by every person in south florida. People can’t touch the love between us all and everyone else who reads this can know it. You guys might have some pretty amazing friends, but not as amazing as ours. I wouldn’t be anywhere in life with out the love, support and respect of each of you. Ryan, Jeremy, Alex, Joey, JM, David T, AJ, Chris, (Shout out to the boys who wear the lady in the skin, no one can snatch our girls) Noah, MuthaFugginDavid, JJ Vital, Oscar, Mustafa, Brandon, Mitch, Cam, Katie, Heather, Tayler, Gabby, Juan, Carrie, Donnie, Bre, Mr and Mrs Ambrose, Mr and Mrs Goldstein, Mr and Mrs Michaels, Animae and Rob, Mr Miller, David K, Ray, and my parents for putting up with every single little bit of our bullshit. It gets really hard being away from all of you and i love all you. With everyone ounce in me.